Just getting warmed up

Well this is my very first blog.....I am a stay at home mom of a almost 2 year old and a 3 month old. Although it is very very rewarding raising my kids it has alot of downs too. I am suffering from depression , with lots of struggles day to day not to feel isolated and sad I am very happy for the most part....I live on a apple orchard in santa cruz ca and I love living on land its great I do miss the city though I grew up there but my fiance grew up in the country so I am getting used to it....We are going on vacation in April to las vegas for 9 days something to look forward to. We have a lovely time share that we can use all over the world and the resorts are 5 stars they are great......